Suddenly i fElt like writting back.
The last enrty was in 2010.and i moved to tumblr. Bt nw im back.
It has been three years plus im together with him.
Alot of changes here and there.
He nw no longer rides a bike,due to the incident and on my on own wish.
Hes a smoke free nw.no longer smoke.
Thank u:).
i couldnt ask for more.Those sacrifisation shows.
How much he loves me.
Till one day, i really see hw much i meant for him
it was tat day, i waited for him.I feel it was so long eventhough it was a couple of minutes,
Maybe it was due to the anger he stopped for the salesman when i have multiple times reminded him nt to.
I lost my coolness and threw my tantrum over the smses.
He gt fed up and blew up too.
He passed me the ipad and with that angry voice he said.."u badly wants to go back right.. Nw go!"
Wah!I know i shouldnt follow the flow, bt i did.
i grab the ipad and walked away.
i think i did that for two reasons.
Frst,i was embarassed he did tat in public n two, i was in the angry mood thus i cant control myself.
I choosed to walk home instead of taking the shuttle bus, coz walking will ease me.
he called. I reject for 7 times.
The 8th, i picked up n he shouted asking me where am i.
I push the reject button.
The 9th.he called n shouted where am i, and stop where ever i am.
I followed the intruction.
He was furious. Never seen him in tat way before.
He gt fed up and blew off.
I push him the ipad n walked away
He pull me back n force me to follow him back to the mall. I followed.
It was really hurt. Least did i know, he was hurt too.
We walked silently,.
He came closer to me, hugged and said sorry.
'i didnt mean to say and do that to u,im really sorry..'
He told me, once i walked away with the ipad..
He actually find me.
He ran to the shuttle bus which was abt to leave,,
He ran up to the bus and told the driver to hold on while he look for me in the bus.
Bt to no avail,he went dwn the bus.
He cant find me.
Never i know,he did ran up the bus to look for me.
and never did i know he will do that for me.
How i wish he would know hw much i love him.
I love you.