I came to realised that I learn new things THRU mistake.
and yes,
As I grew up,
I tend to make mistake.
LIKE DU-UH,who doesnt right?
Two things.
Two incidents that I think are the most significant for me to remember,
and never,never to repeat it again.
Both happened LAST year.
and yes,
LAST year,ALOT of shit happenned.
and I mean it.
One of the significant incident was I gave up on waiting and so,I just grab watever is in front of me.
-_-.
And so,we got attached.
But it didnt end up like how my friends expected.
infact,it didnt last long.LOL.
and nope,
Im nt the one to call it off due to my ego-ness.
but no doubt,Im the one to push him till he call it off.
:).
Dont get me wrong,I didnt do anything to hurt him or watsoever.
Its just that attitude-mintak-kene-sepak.LOL.
I can still smile and said YES! when he said about the call off for our relationship.
That point of time,
I guess,
I eh no,
WE were confused.
On my side,I just GAVE UP on waiting for someone and thus,just grab whoever is infront of me.REBOUND?i think so.
and on his side,I dont know.confused?Maybe?
and so resulted.
Unhappy.-_-
LOL.
Its kinda funny though but..
its kinda hurting too.
I was hurt because,from the start I know I DO NOT love this guy,
but still I accepted him.HUH?!
I was hurt seeing my own attitude.
I was dissapointed seeing my own attitude.
-_-.
and thus,I saw all those unhappy moments.
in which,I have learnt my lesson.
Never,ever, grab anything or whoever infront of you if u just gave up on something or someone.
DUH!
another incident was,
I wouldnt say,this is a rebound thingy.
Coz afterall,
I THOUGHT,i didnt do any harm.
It was out for a revenge.
But I didnt know,
I,SOMEHOW,UNEXPECTEDLY I went an extra mile and ACCIDENTLY,made someone fall for it.
And there is where,confession was made.
OH TIDAK.
And so,
after those incidents,
I tell myself,
NO MORE OF THIS shit from me!
DU-UH.
And to whom it may concern,Im truly sorry.I really do.:,(