Apologize non-stop.
With a sudden hug and a soft massage ard his stomach is the way I convey a message to him,"to slow down,im scared",and automatically,the speed decreased.
It was the taps I had on my lap when I cough,I get the message he tried to convey.
I dont know,but just by having those taps,I felt better.waaaayyyy better.Really.
And that place,the place that we will end all sort of arguments;-the most memorable place.
We went there.
and oh ya,I only voice out when we were outside of my lift.
and he dont even sigh or even complains.
instead,he agreed,and made our way to the place.
Im glad,he didnt bring up the topic.
and so,I took my time to have the courage and said."Im sorry"
Partly,I was wrong.
He too.
But he did his part to apologize already and now,its mine.
I really felt awkward and with a "50-50" feeling to say the phrase,"Im sorry".
I dont know,maybe it was my ego.
and another matter came up.
but still,
you remain calm(i guess,eventhough you sounded a lil panic)
but the best part was,
You didnt even blame me for that.
as i know that thing is somehow,valuable to you:)
quoted frm you.
"present dari u sey:("
but somehow,
the thing inside that thing is much much more valuable to me,than that thing.
:)
But Im glad everything is fine now:)
I know,you(the readers) will never understand what Im trying to convey here.Its just between me and the person related:).
PEACE YAW!