It was your birthday yesterday,and I remembered few months back I asked you..."what do you want for your birthday..?"and you said.."why ask so early?"...
The reason was,I wanted to save up so that I could give what you want..
In fact I even have this idea;-to give you a hamper full of different types of chocolates.We all know you love chocolates so much.
The journey from my house to yours is only less than 10 minutes walk.
I will always have the chance to glance at your bike.And from there I know you are at home.
I will always call you up,whenever I dun feel like going home early,and you will accompany me at the void deck.
We met early in the morning to jog,but instead,we sit and gossips.
We would call each other when either of us wanted to go to the shop near by and wish,we could go together.
Ramadhan,we will never fail to mit under the block at 8pm,to go for our prayer.
and ytd,it was your birthday.
Clock strike at 12,how I wish,I could grab my handphone and txt you happy birthday.
How I wish to ask you,hows your birthday.
How I wish I could come dwn to your house and do a surprise like how you did on my birthday.
How I wish I could pass you my present for you and see you smiled wide.
how I wish.
But now,
it seems that,
I can never see you at the void deck,call you to accompany me to the shop,to have our trawih together,and
it will took me more than 10 minutes to travel,to visit you.
Went over your house ytd.
sat on your bed,
opposite me was your photo in a frame.
You were not there,But I feel you were there with us.
Siting together with us.
But in the end,I realised, I was saying prayer for you.
Its just suck when I realised,you have gone,gone forever.
Leaving all of us,behind.
It has been 4 mths plus,
but I still felt your presence.
We all miss you gerl.
Ppl around me,dreamt of you.
including me.
I still rmbr,the time,when we didnt get to meet for the longest time ever,and once you saw me..you shouted my name and hug me tight.
I wish,I could have that hug now coz,Im missing you badly.
Can I have that hug from you again,even in my dream?please.:(and lastly,
Readers,one favour.
please,please,sedekahkan al-fatehah for her..TQ
Al-fatehah,Noorharfirah Binte Abdul Rahman.