When someone called my mum,
A flashed back happened.
That someone was the one who used to be the reason I cried at 3am in the morning.
It was unintentional though.
Well,
Im not going to elaborate what happened till I cried like a cry baby in the early morning.
But something weird happened during the cry baby session.
I silently cried in my living room.
No one knows that Im crying.
Keeping it silent and I cried as soft as I could.
I can feel its really hurt and the tears kept dashing out from my eyes and rolled down my cheek till I felt that my upper part of my shirt were totally wet with tears and my nose was totally blocked and I have to breathe through my mouth due to the cry I had.
Yes,It was that bad.
I let my laptop on and I blast the music.
and cry along with the music eventhough it wasnt a sad music.
-_-.
Then I felt a vibration.
and there was a call.
From someone whom I used to love and cherish.
But shit happens,and it cause us to be distant.
Without thinking much,
I picked up the phone and with my "crying" voice,I said."hello.."
and he replied the same and he asked why am I not asleep yet,why my voice like that lah and ya-da,ya-da.
I then lied and said.."oh,I got flu ar..sejukkk"
And surprisingly,
he cheer me up.
he made me laugh.
he made me forget the hurtful feeling I had before he called.
We put down the phone around an hour later.
he then msged me.
"dun forget to cover yourselves with a blanket,its cold..=)"
sweet isnt it?LOL.
The weird part I mention above was,
why must he be the one who came up when Im at my down moment.
FYI,
we have not been contacting each other for a certain time and that was his 1st phone call after so long of silent.
no one know I was crying like a cry baby.
No ONE.
not even a single soul.
but why must he be the one who called and cheer me up..?
You get what Im trying to say here?
chemistry mix together well with telepathy i guess=).
peace yaw!
On a another note.
today mark the date,
A month she left us.
I miss you,Firah.=(Al-fateha untuk Noorharfirah Binte Abdul Rahman.